25: a journey
so here we are. after all that things we’ve done together. and now i’ve learn very hard : nothing wrong to want perfect, but if only… (IF ONLY) you can let your ego gone for a little thing, you wont loose a biggest one. you already have a lot, why bother a little thing?
so, here I am. with my ego. ruin everything build. i keep thinking since last nite.. even when i walk in senayan this morning.. why I always destroy something that i want it most? i my self, who ruin everything that i want it most. so i understand what you’ve said. well, thankyou for let me learn about my self.
then there you are. so unhappy. tired. misserable. and you admit that as your fault to not to being decisive. so hard to say no. too fear to loose a friend (or fans). i know that you are still the same one who starring at me at that nite when my home locked. i know you are. but now you are being hurt. we both. and need a time to make a distance.
dan hari ini, pas lagi makan bandeng presto sangkar telur, dan nyadar gak sama kamu yang biasa ngajakin suit buat makan bagian ekor, atau sekadar tebak-tebakan mana bagian ekor, well.. its hard to deny that i already miss you.
si mas-mas di meja kasir juga nanya. sendirian,mbak? and i just realized that we are their loyal customer on weekend. hm…. 
all we have to do or say for this phase is NOTHING. just keep quiet. let this find its own way. wether the way which get us together or just a way to free ourself. just pay more attetion for own self. each.